Post by nyxx on Feb 14, 2009 11:14:31 GMT -5
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dance with devils and name one;[/b] | son
Nyxx
dance with devils for;
twelve years
dance with devils while they hate for being;
mare
devils held high for being;
deity
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are the devils right, with their comments;
Nyxx is a pure ebony hue, with three white socks, and one silvery grey.
Nyxx has silver stripes on her rump.
Nyxx has a grey speckles on her thighs.
Nyxx has silver in her mane.
Nyxx has a pure black forelock.
Nyxx has a silverly-grey muzzle.
Nyxx has a silver tail.
Nyxx has ivory hooves, with a hint of grey/silver on them.
Nyxx has strong pasterns, and muscled fetlocks.
Nyxx has a ebony barrel, with grey swirls on it.
Nyxx has a silver stripe down her chest, which branches off into two stripes over her shoulders, which then curve over the expanse of her back.
Nyxx has a blue right eye, and a brown left eye.
Nyxx has a large scar covering her right eye, which curves under her jawline.
Nyxx is muscled, but is streamlined and shows no sign of muscles.
Nyxx has a pair of pure silver wings, with black tips.
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can the devils lie within their masks, forever;
One word can describe Nyxx straight away. heartbreaker.
She's never been shown love, and so, she does the best thing she can, she plays with hearts. It isn't something she is afraid to do, hell, it's become something of a living for the female, and she feels isolated, and scared if she doesn't have a chance to play with a males heart. It's something she's come to enjoy, she flirts and subtly teases the males until their heart belongs to her, and then, almost as soon as she has them in her grasp, she drops her hold on them, steps back for a few weeks, a few days, hell she'd wait months until returning to the males side, and beginning to tease him once more, until she dropped the males heart in front of everybody, leaving him shattered and broken.
It's became a ritual to the female, and she actually enjoys it, it gives her a thrill, and if the male is completely against her, Nyxx only thinks that it's a challenge. Something to test herself on. It's unknown what her true personality is, as to everybody who knows her, they only see a perfect lady, a true princess. She would only show her true side to the chosen mate, but with her heartbreaker status, she highly doubts that anybody will ever see the hidden side of her.
This hidden side to the female is one of complete indifference, she doesn't give two stuffs about anybody else, and is a complete demon. Nyxx hates other females, due to her past, all contact with females is strictly pleasure to her, and pain to them. She shows no mercy in fighting, as most do, and in fights, she treats females as her equals, but once outside of fights, she sees them worse than dirt.
If a male was to try and convince her to change his ways, they would literally have to drag the nicer, softer side out of her, which, considering her past, and darker side, is near impossible to do, but, it may be possible to do, if Nyxx was offered something in return. The nicer side of Nyxx only two have ever seen, before everything in his past happened. Nyxx is sweet, and soft, and doesn't mind if something doesn't go the way she wanted it to, this side of Nyxx is the optimistic while the other side is the pessimistic side of her.
The world has forced her to grow up far sooner than she was meant to, and therefore, she's far more intelligent than most her age, as well as a majority of those older than her. She's armed with sharp wit and a devilish cunning, canines better be on their toes around her - she's not easily matched when it comes to brains. But, if someone did manage to match her in wits and brains, well, they've got her respect, regardless of gender.
Nyxx has this strange, natural, habit of repressing her emotions; she hates showing his emotions, and usually only one stallion would ever see this side to her; but as far as she knows - he's dead. Has been for months. Because of this little lie that Nyxx believes, she degrades herself, believing that it was her fault that he was dead, afterall, he couldn't have died if she hadn't stopped him, right?
The only time she openly shows emotion is when she's alone, something which is rare; but Nyxx will hold her head up high, and deal with the lies that she's been fed, even as she works out that that little stud she was so fond of isn't dead - this will crush her spirit before she even manages to corrupt ermself into believing he is dead.
Her already tiny, ice-cold heart will be crushed so much that she will almost become like a zombie, she will believe nothing anybody says, even if it is the truth, and she simply walks, eats and thinks, she would cut off all communication with other canines, and would, if needed, engage in a fight if they said the wrong thing to her; with her already distrustful personality, nothing would ever be right for Nyxx.
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devils and angels, and all things good;
fire; it reminds her of her family
talking to self; it keeps her sane
death; it comes to all at one point
devils and angels, and all things evil;
sleep; sometimes you just won't wake up
stallions; too much power in ones hand can be a dangerous thing
mares; they care too much about themselves
are they real, or just their mind;
love; it just doesn't exist
being alone; memories need to be kept at bay
will an angel ever understand;
somebody will finally see the true side of her
she will find a place to stay
she will find somebody who fits the description of her Prince
will we finally dream of a better place;
somebody will finally see the true side of her
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connections long forgotten;
Hypatia | deceased | estranged | deity | mother
Stryker | deceased | rapist | deity | father
Desreál | alive | sweet | deity | brother
Stryder | deceased | cocky | deity | brother
Amnesia | deceased | unfaithful | deity | daughter
Rehab | alive | faithful | deity
the memories are played through thoughts;
born with an older brother, nyxx was one of the few female deity fillies born with no noticable powers. nyxxs' mother wasn't around much, and nyxx and her brother, desreál, ended up growing quite close to each other. their father was the lead stallion of their small band, six or seven of them all together, and when nyxx was nine weeks old, her brother found the growing stumps of wings just beginning to appear behind her shoulder blades. her mother, at this time, was pregnant once more, and nyxx had all but been given away to another mare for 'safe-keeping' as it were. nyxxs' new mother was harsh on nyxx, and though her brother suspected something, nyxx never gave him reason to tell their father about the mares cruel way towards the young filly.
nyxxs life, at this point, was about to get a whole lot worse. there had been threats, from another herd, and nyxxs father, stryker had been forced to make the difficult choice of either giving up ten of his children, or going to war. either way, they were going to be in trouble. he chose to go to war, by this time, nyxxs wings were just beginning to appear, and when stryker sent his troops to war. he called his daughter to his side, and told her of the way of the land. kill, or be killed.
"it's the one chance you have, my daughter; you either strike, and kill, or be struck and be killed. that is why the fights are so horrendous, nobody wants to be killed. nobody wants to be struck down."
"But why can't we just talk it over? that way nobody has to die, that way nobody gets hurt!"
her brother began to worry about her when nyxx spent more and more time with her father, it had went from hardly ever seeing the stallion, to practically following his shadow. nobody understood why the young filly had begun to follow her father round. by the time nyxx was three and a half, she was full grown, her wings the shade of the moon, the war had finished, and by a small margin, they had won. but at a cost; nyxxs mother, hypatia, had been killed in the crossfire, leaving a three week old colt behind. desreál, being the oldest heir, was given the choice of giving the colt up to another mare, or try to raise it himself. he chose the latter, and nyxx stopped talking to him on her fathers orders.
nyxx broke this order, however, when her brother came to her, with a half-broken limb, it seemed their baby brother had a bad temper, and in his nature, he had inherited their mothers strength. nyxx had helped feed the colt, and had helped her brother heal, and when their father found out, he was beyond furious. he waited for the perfect moment, until his daughter came into heat, and raped her. it was a punishment nyxx hated, and by the time she realized she was pregnant, she had been outcast by her father. she wandered for a little while, until she found her brother, who had also been exiled.
she gave birth to twins a few weeks later, a boy and girl; her daughter had a beautiful glossy black coat, and had luminous green eyes. her son had a pure silver coat, and had a brown eye, and a blue eye. amnesia, and rehab, her two deity children. desreál stayed with her for a while, trying to help her deal with the twins, who seemed more trouble than they were worth. but she carried on, and when her brother left her, her daughter followed him, but by the time nyxx had realized that her brother had left, and her daughter had followed, it was too late. nyxx followed the trail for days, and by the time she found her daughter, her daughters trail had begun to be be littered by blood. nyxx had left her son, under the shade of a oak tree with the promise of returning. "i want you to stay here son, promise me you will not move." - "i will, i promise mom!" rehab promised, and nyxx had left her son to follow the trail of her daughter.
she found her daughters body, half eaten. she hadn't waited for a minute for the thought to sink into her head before she was off, towards her son. they couldn't stay here any longer, and as soon as she returned to her son, she led the way away from their home. They didn't stop until the crossed a river, and only then did she think to slow down. she met a god - hermes - who told her about the land he, and a fellow god, ruled over. he told her she could join the herd if she so wished, but she declined.
for now, she'll wander, until she finds someone who can control her.[/size][/blockquote]